Caught Cheating

November 27, 2013

I said goodnight to the boy I love and greeted him an advanced Happy Birthday. He was happy and the conversation ended.
Later that night I saw the boy I loved. He was sad, still because I left him for another. I on the other hand didn't want to make him feel like it, so I talked to him like we always did in the past.
The night went deeper and he started to get comfortable, perhaps too comfortable. He initiated and I willingly accepted the temptation.
As those romantic exchange of messages started and continued, I never forgot about the boy I truly love. Right then and there I stopped leaving the boy I loved hanging. I said goodbye.

November 28, 2013


I woke up and greeted the boy I love Happy Birthday. He wasn't online so I went to school and went home late in the afternoon.

Hello!

good evening!! Clare

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baby!!!

i love you. mwah

so wassup?

How was your day ??

Baby, my day was fine

How did your birthday go?

Babe? You there?

Heyy,

Baby?

haha!my birthday... I drank coldrinks and I watched tv

Nothing special.

You didnt go out with your friends?

Nope!! I didn't want to go out.

Why? You shouldve enjoyed your day. Youre 19.

really ??

Yes.

Why?

How was your day ?

My day was exhausting

What did you do today?

Tell me everything about your day ?? morning to evening.... overall!! how was it ?

Well first, i woke up. Greated you, took a bath, read nuclear med. For a while. Went to school.

I was late when i reached school.

I feel sad for Marco.

But i still had the quiz

He is a good guy.

Why are we talking about him? This is your day.

Well, were friends again and hes finally and officially over me.

I talked to him last night

Good.

Sounds good.

He was mad, but its okay now.

Lakshya?

So what did you guys talk ?

I hope you had a peaceful discussion.

Yes.

So whats up?

I missed you,

Thanks Clare.

*hugs*

haha! so what did you guys talk ??

I'd love to know ?

Just random stuff. He said ill suffer from karma.

I actually Loved you Clare.

I expected the same from you.

And he was pervy.

I was wrong , I should've never fallen for you.

What? Passed tense?

No

No, Lakshya

Listen okay, ill tell you everything please

haha! anything left to say ?

Please just breathe, i dont want you to get stressed out.

He was mad at me.. and i dont want that..

I'm not even gonna ask you , why did you do that to me?

So i liked few of his statuses

And then he commented mean stuff about me

And i wanted him to stop.

haha! you were asking for my birthday gift right ??? hahaha I gave me the one.

Thanks Clare.

Thank you very much.

So i messaged him and said i was sorry

I will never forget it.

No lakshya please just think this through

Please

Its not what you think

I'm not that dumb , Clare.

Lakshya i'm serious about you

No, please

Please. I was wrong

And, and i just wanted to fix a mess

I read each and every message you sent to him.

And now ive created a bigger one

Yes i know.

And i know it was awfull

And i know you hate me. But im sorry

I used to talk to him like that

You're sorry ??

Before

hahaha

Lakshya.. i dont want to ruin this day for you

you've ruined everything.

And i'm sorry for it.

I know you cant forgive me

But please, not on your birthday

Look Clare , I'm don't fights. I don't even wanna discuss it. It'll hurt me more and more.

I* DONT

want*

Tell me what to do...

Ill do anything .. please

Just dont be mad

You're smart enough!! we're done.

Lakshya... im begging you.

I cant be with you.

Lakshya please dont say that...

I love you

I have a proof. I'm not assuming. I have seen real messages sent by you.

And i love only you

Yes i know.

I loved you too Clare. But It was the biggest mistake of my life.

And even if you think that im an actual slut, im still saying i love you

If you read it... you mightve seen what i told him about me. That i love someone else

Lakshya im serious about you

I admit i was in mood last night

And he was there

haaha yeah you love someone with hereditary disease.

And i know the sin ive made is unforgivable

I never said it was you

And even if you have that id still love you

Think of it Clare , If you were me right now. what you'd do ?

Lakshya,

Id listen...

I'm listening.

I know its natural to be mad for the initial reaction

But please Lakshya im begging you.

Id unfriend him

Id make a new account and give you my password

Ill do everything to save this relationship

I admit I'm an Indian , I'm not from any developed country. But I'm not an idiot.

Lakshya... i didnt know where it freaking started but my days are revolving around you.

I never ever once thought of you as an idiot,... you were someone i respected

It was all waste. you actually betrayed me.

I did.

But please

Let this be the last.

Give me a chance.

If he was being mean to you , you could unfriend him. No one insisted you to do that with him.

Not even Marco.

I wasn't pervy at all.

Ive unfriended him 3 times already

I loved you.

And thats why i respect you

No Clare.

I'm better off without this love thing.

Its fake.